Tuesday, December 11, 2012
Friday, October 12, 2012
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Drawing Thinking Drawing Thinking
I am still planning to continue posting to this blog as inspiration arises, but I am focusing more energy towards my current creative research and the associated blog: http://drawingthinking.blogspot.com/
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Eating Frogs and Drinking Lemonade
Sometimes we make plans and life intervenes. Sometimes these plans are for two months of travel over the summer - plans that have unfolded in the same manner every summer for 10 years. Completely unraveled. So, here I sit in my house in the same spot I sit every other morning of the year while my husband does the traveling without me. The reason is not insignificant - you do what needs to be done. That doesn’t mean there is no disappointment or sadness or grief. It just means that priorities are best kept in order and in this case it was the right thing to do.
So, here I am, eating frogs and drinking lemonade. Frogs include such things as doctors appointments and difficult work projects. This blog post is a frog. I have been procrastinating on writing and posting - using distractions and mundane tasks not to post, not to write, not to make. An example of lemonade can be found in the picture you see here. Our Hydrangea bush - since we are gone every summer, I have never seen it in its full glory. This year it is loaded and blue. I will have fresh cut Hydrangeas for as long as they last. Pardon me, while I take another sip of fresh lemonade.
So, here I am, eating frogs and drinking lemonade. Frogs include such things as doctors appointments and difficult work projects. This blog post is a frog. I have been procrastinating on writing and posting - using distractions and mundane tasks not to post, not to write, not to make. An example of lemonade can be found in the picture you see here. Our Hydrangea bush - since we are gone every summer, I have never seen it in its full glory. This year it is loaded and blue. I will have fresh cut Hydrangeas for as long as they last. Pardon me, while I take another sip of fresh lemonade.
Saturday, January 7, 2012
Email Deluge
If email is
not a problem for you, I would not bother to read on. Go spend your fruitful
time elsewhere.
It is annual
report/performance review time at my job. I am looking back and completing a
rough accounting of all the things I accomplished (or not) last year. Where did
all that time and energy go? Out of morbid curiosity, I did some very rough
calculations on the amount of time I spent on work related email. I am
horrified by the results.
8,500 received
3,200 sent
(These numbers
are rounded down by 5% for possible error or duplication and comprise work related
email only. This is not a scientific analysis nor pretends to be.)
OK, so we’ll
look at an extremely rough calculation on this:
Let’s say I
spent an average of 5 minutes writing each of these 3,200 emails. (Obviously,
some took seconds and some I slaved over, but 5 minutes is probably a
reasonable average.) That equals about 267 hours or 6.75 forty-hour work-weeks
of responding to work related emails. (This figure does not include reading the
ones received - I work in academia - academics are not known for their brevity.)
The numbers are ugly. I am
unable to bring myself to scrutinize this further in order to estimate the real
time involved in all aspects of this communication. This is not the way I want
to spend my life or my work. This is not the way I want the people I work with
to spend their time. It is time for me to step away from the machine(s). My
machine driven life is out of control. I am complicit. I am addicted. This is NOT
how I want to spend the second half of my life.
So, here’s my
resolution for 2012: to live in my body – to detach from the machine (as much
as possible within the confines of my career requirements.) It doesn’t help
that my livelihood depends on the machine, BUT how much work can I do without
it? How much time can I spend without it? How many of these emails actually
require a response? How many emails are truly critical for me to send? How can
I build borders and boundaries around the reading and response to email?
I’m not
looking for “Inbox Zero” or to be more efficient with email communication – I’m
striving for less – less reading, less writing, less processing. Just less.
Much less. The goal is more flesh presence (I like being in the room with you);
more creative work; more book reading; more writing; more time in real life, in
the real world, in real dimensions. Yes, I’ve read all the articles on email management and I was GTD long before it was the hip-geek thing to be (I took my
first workshop with David Allen when I was 25 – and that was 25 years ago.) No,
this about email abstinence, detox and mindfulness. This is not about being more
organized. It is about leveling up the mind, body and spirit. This is about no longer participating in the insanity.
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